Wednesday, October 7, 2009


Some days things just don't seem to come together, quite.

We all know this.

It just seems that we've had a series of days, strung together with a run of a few weeks, where it's hard to get any momentum. I'd feel quite neurotic and messy, except that I keep hearing from other people that they feel the same way. Hard to focus. Feel like you're doing so much all the time, but nothing really getting accomplished.

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Last night I thought I'd not work at all on anything after dinner, and instead, Tim and I would sit on our couch, feet to feet, and just relax.
Well, Tim came home at 6:30, sat down at the computer, and worked for two more hours, straight.
We two sat down to dinner (homemade pizza) at 9 o'clock, just about the time I needed to go up and sing songs to the big girls, and turn out the lights.
And then, when we finally went up to tuck our own selves in, Callie was still awake, and wanted me to "lay with her". What this means, is that after fifteen hours of being 100% an independent thirteen year old, she picks the exact moment that I'm about to crawl into bed and collapse, to "need me".

I am not complaining.

As I explained to a friend of mine, if a thirteen year old wants to snuggle, you snuggle. You may not get asked again any time soon.

So. I climbed up to the top bunk. I snuggled. And promptly, both of us fell sound asleep.

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And so it goes.

I feel as if I'm swimming through a thick, mucky soup, to get to some unknown destination.

Wow. I know. So deep.

But I think you know what I mean.

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So, I haven't taken a picture I like in a couple of days. But I took this one last weekend, I think. Some neighbors dropped off a bag of hand-me-downs, and Anna went straight to these shoes.

Can you blame her?

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I'm pretty sure that tomorrow will be a better day.

Aren't you?

'til then. Thanks for reading.
tt

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10 Comments:

Blogger tangled sky studio said...

...sweet dreams and wishes for a shiny new tomorrow (or a beautiful deja vu type antiquey one)

-b

October 8, 2009 1:35 AM  
Blogger Anna Ander said...

If it's any comfort, the soup is just as murky over here. I'm working full time again, only for a month, luckily, but I'm oh so not enjoying it. I miss the kids, I miss my husband, I miss our perfectly non-exciting everyday life. I even miss murky!

October 8, 2009 3:29 AM  
Blogger house on hill road said...

my day was like that too, tara. i couldn't get motivated to do anything and the things that i did do were taxing. i hope today is better for you (and me).

October 8, 2009 7:06 AM  
Blogger julochka said...

i do know that feeling, i think i felt it all through september, but since october came, it seems to have passed. so i hope it passes soon for you. in the meantime, have a glass of wine.

October 8, 2009 11:55 AM  
Blogger natalie said...

i found your blog through your home tour on cafemom. your home is very lovely & reminds me of my husband's family's home- so comforting + inviting.
& i can relate with feeling like life is so hectic & there isn't time to slow down & just enjoy life...but- i hope somewhere, in the hectic schedule of life, you can enjoy a bit of quiet. wishes to you for a better tomorrow :)

October 8, 2009 12:39 PM  
Blogger Char said...

oh honey - those times when it feels bad (even when it isn't really) are so disheartening for a bit. i hope it gets better. and yes, i take snuggles whenever i can get them. whenever.

October 8, 2009 3:40 PM  
Anonymous Kathleen said...

Oh yes, I know that feeling well.
I just indulged in a little temper tantrum - seems I'm picking up coping skills from the little ones instead of the other way around - and I feel much better.
Or at least much more ready for bed.

October 8, 2009 9:46 PM  
Blogger RW said...

I totally get it.
And I drop everything and snuggle with my 14 year old girl when she asks.

I am glad you are still going to blog.

I love coming here in the mornings.

Enjoy your weekend.

October 9, 2009 2:01 AM  
Blogger Oliag said...

Anyone who knows when it is important to snuggle with a 13 year old has their priorities straight!

October 9, 2009 9:08 PM  
Blogger spread your wings said...

love the photo - the shoes, the rug, the floor
snuggle with your teen ever chance you get

October 14, 2009 6:42 PM  

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